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My worst day of my life was around the end of 2019 through the beginning of 2020. So like between November 2019 and February 2020. A lot of bad things happened up to this point, so it was a slow burn of me bottling it all in and then it exploding. First off, Juice WRLD,…

I lived in Switzerland from 2011 – 2012. So, I moved there when I was 11 and left when I was 12. The reason we moved there was because my Dad’s company opened a branch there and he was given the opportunity to work at the new branch (in Lausanne, Switzerland). I have many opinions…

I weigh 249 pounds right now. I have been overweight most of my life. When I was younger, I was so overweight that I missed weigh ins for my Pop Warner football games (when I was like 8 years old) and could not play. Then in high school I managed to lose 40 pounds and…

My stepmom is not a very good human being and is a major hypocrite. Today was a ritualistic dinner at my house. My grandpa comes over once a month to eat and talk with us for three hours. There were many bad parts of that which I won’t really get into. But the main bad…

Boxing has been amazing in retrospect. I have went twice so far this week and each session is about an hour and 15 minutes. Doctors say to stay healthy you should excercise at least 150 minutes a week. So, so far this week i’ve excercised 150 minutes and have met my excercise goal. On top…

Like I said in other stories, i’ve done acid 12 times in my life. I’ve had some decent trips, some bad trips, and some ok/good trips. This trip takes place in my senior yer of high school. I remember I brought two tabs to school and decided to be like the redditors/ rebellious kids who…

I have had horrible experiences with women in my life. Mind you I am 25 and most of my life i’ve been overweight and insecure (still am insecure to this day lol). So to start off, i’ve technically ‘tried’ to be with 12 girls in my lifetime. When I was 10, I liked a neighbor…

In around April of 2023, my brother’s friend (who we’ll call G) came over. He was (and still is ) my brother’s friend from Long Island. I remember I was doing my usual BS at the time of basically just being in my room all day and vaping and smoking or whatever. Then I guess…

Man, I can’t even describe the crazy relationship I used to have with nicotine. In my other blog post stories I mentioned how much I used to use and was addicted to it. I won’t go that in depth but i’ll explain how big a part of it was in my life. In high school…

I live in an extremely toxic family and household. But I never complain or speak up because of the many times i’ve done that it has just made things worse. All the family members who I complain to about things all have a remedy or answer and I feel gaslit bring it up. For example,…