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How do the greats manage their humbleness in society. For example, Michael Jordan, Tiger Woods, Serena Williams, etc. How did they become great and an all time best in their fields while dealing with the backlack they most likely got? For example, them growing up, being in their teens, on sports teams or something with…

I talked about this in an older blog post. But I just like reminiscing still. There was a point in my life, during all of 2022, where I look back at how I must of looked in third person, and the life I had, and the scenes of my life, and it fills me with…

I am three years sober from weed and still think about it everyday. Nicotine too, but this will mainly be about weed. I think about it on the days where I don’t want to wake up. Mainly because I know that there isn’t one ‘grand pleasure’ to wake up, and that the day usually turns…

I am god. Everything I predict comes true. I caused COVID because I quit smoking and showed the world how hard it is to breathe without a vape/cigarette. I have a chronic headache that shoots with pain every 10 seconds. It shoots with pain every time I do an action and think how the outer…

Today I read a bit of a book, went to family therapy, ate raising canes, worked on my game website (a coding project), video edited, and am now writing. I plan on going to bed as soon as possible. These days I don’t have any ‘directly fun’ things I like to do. I say that…

Today was an okay day. I woke up 10am to my new jamaican home care nurse calling that she was at the front door. I immediately got upset. It’s not that I don’t like this woman, it just seems like she’s trolling me or something. I’m not gonna be crazy and say it’s because she…

When I was 16 or 17, I had another acid trip with my friend T. I had another friend A there that actually be my w*eed guy after COVID started. He’d sell me w*ed c*rts for $30 a pop and drop them in my mailbox or i’d meet him at a street and he’d give…

Today was alright. I read a bit, went to boxing, came home, ate dinner, and worked on some projects. Currently my friend has reached out around the fifth time telling me about a new business he wants to start with me. I appreciate him talking to me and trying to help me with my money…

My first visit to the psych ward was the end of 2021. What had happened was I moved into my parents house again at the start of COVID. During COVID, everyone was forced to stay home and so my family was on top of eachother. My parents had to do a lot of hanging out…

Here I am starting another break from porn and masturbation. I’m not worried about it at all when i’m doing big and engaging activities. Stuff like excercising or going to a symphony with my family or eating dinner or watching TV. As a matter of fact, those experiences have been better. Mainly because I used…