Author: Tony Viper

Today I read a bit of a book, went to family therapy, ate raising canes, worked on my game website (a coding project), video edited, and am now writing. I plan on going to bed as soon as possible. These days I don’t have any ‘directly fun’ things I like to do. I say that…

Today was an okay day. I woke up 10am to my new jamaican home care nurse calling that she was at the front door. I immediately got upset. It’s not that I don’t like this woman, it just seems like she’s trolling me or something. I’m not gonna be crazy and say it’s because she…

When I was 16 or 17, I had another acid trip with my friend T. I had another friend A there that actually be my w*eed guy after COVID started. He’d sell me w*ed c*rts for $30 a pop and drop them in my mailbox or i’d meet him at a street and he’d give…

Today was alright. I read a bit, went to boxing, came home, ate dinner, and worked on some projects. Currently my friend has reached out around the fifth time telling me about a new business he wants to start with me. I appreciate him talking to me and trying to help me with my money…

My first visit to the psych ward was the end of 2021. What had happened was I moved into my parents house again at the start of COVID. During COVID, everyone was forced to stay home and so my family was on top of eachother. My parents had to do a lot of hanging out…

Here I am starting another break from porn and masturbation. I’m not worried about it at all when i’m doing big and engaging activities. Stuff like excercising or going to a symphony with my family or eating dinner or watching TV. As a matter of fact, those experiences have been better. Mainly because I used…

My worst day of my life was around the end of 2019 through the beginning of 2020. So like between November 2019 and February 2020. A lot of bad things happened up to this point, so it was a slow burn of me bottling it all in and then it exploding. First off, Juice WRLD,…

I lived in Switzerland from 2011 – 2012. So, I moved there when I was 11 and left when I was 12. The reason we moved there was because my Dad’s company opened a branch there and he was given the opportunity to work at the new branch (in Lausanne, Switzerland). I have many opinions…

I weigh 249 pounds right now. I have been overweight most of my life. When I was younger, I was so overweight that I missed weigh ins for my Pop Warner football games (when I was like 8 years old) and could not play. Then in high school I managed to lose 40 pounds and…

My stepmom is not a very good human being and is a major hypocrite. Today was a ritualistic dinner at my house. My grandpa comes over once a month to eat and talk with us for three hours. There were many bad parts of that which I won’t really get into. But the main bad…